♥ oneday.

18 August 2018 @ 08:27 pm

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04 December 2009 @ 12:45 am

♪

There’s no need for words,
Deep inside of my eyes it’s clear and full
Of my feelings towards you
Would you give me your heart, that was whisperingly hid
Hold my hands
I will never let you go
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

At your smiles, I dream
I don't ever want to wake up from the sweet happiness
I'm happy with the sweetness,
So I don't want to wake up.
Can you feel it?
Please accept my heart.
I wanna call u ma boo~ ma boo~
Could you give me your heart? (Could you give me your heart)
I’ll always treasure it (Oh~)
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

Within my dark heart
You became my light.
My heart that was once cold
You've warmed it up.
Accept my love that has coated the world white
I love you, I will promise you
That anyone else won’t do, don’t like anyone else.

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

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15 November 2009 @ 02:52 pm

♥

The scattered past times,
And our timid smiles we shared are becoming one by the purple ocean,
Although we havent been lovers for long,
The footsteps we imprinted one by one while looking at the same direction are with me,
Nothing better than that

The days I could not think preciously of another person other than me,
Because of the loneliness which became natural for me,
The incandascent sun which bothered the mornings,
The bright moon which lightened the road at night,
The small and innocent memories make me sulk and restless

Ive figured it out now that youre my only love,
Ill become the warm wind and embrace you,
So you cant remember the tears you cried without my knowing,
At times Im afraid that youll disappear like an illusion,
No matter if it rains, or it becomes as pitch dark,
Ill wait by your side, nothing better than that

The converastion we shared over the phone,
The times you complained after falling down,
Your expressions and body language make me laugh

The scattered past times,
And our timid smiles we shared are becoming one by the purple ocean,
Although we havent been lovers for long,
The footsteps we imprinted one by one while looking at the same direction are with me,
Nothing better than that

The world in which flowers blossom and fade in a day,
My feelings for you, despite the millions of love which engrave itself and erase,
Although the uncountable times pass slowly,
The love I promised you on that day will always remain forever

Ive figured it out now that youre my only love,
Ill become the warm wind and embrace you,
So you cant remember the tears you cried without my knowing,
At times Im afraid that youll disappear like an illusion,
No matter if it rains, or it becomes as pitch dark,
Ill wait by your side, nothing better than that

By your side,
Ill become a tree,
Ill give you a place to rest,
Ill be your guiding light,
And wait for you,
Nothing better than that

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10 November 2009 @ 01:18 pm

exam

people think my exams are super simple.
try solving this, den you can say its simple.
and this is only part of the exam.

Tags: exam

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10 November 2009 @ 02:12 am

cos we're destined.

Do you remember the first time our eyes met
I still remember the butterflies I felt for the first time
Even if it wasn’t a destined meeting like in the movies
You came to me slowly, You made me dream

People say to me, there is nothing that changed about me
Just promise me one thing, that you won’t let go of my hand
I guess that can happen
All I need is you. Even if I give my everything, I won’t be lacking anything
If only you stays, then I will be okay through everything
The seasons change, and even if the world changes
Always, to him again
cause you are my destiny

People say to me, there is no such thing as eternal love
Just promise me one thing, that we will be together forever
I guess that can happen
All I need is you. Even if I give my everything, I won’t be lacking anything
If only you stays, then I will be okay through everything
The seasons change, and even if the world changes
Always, to him again
cause you are my destiny

Are you listening to my sad confession
This song I sing solely for you
A little more softer, a little more sweeter
I want to go closer to you and tell you
I love you
All I need is you
Even if I give my everything, I won’t be lacking anything
If only you stays, then I will be okay through everything
The seasons change, and even if the world changes
Always, to him again
cause you are my destiny

Current Mood:

excited

Current Music: You're My Destiny - f(x)

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06 November 2009 @ 10:20 pm

(no subject)

today i cried during my prayers.
its something that has never happened before, nor something i ever thought will happen to me.
it hit me. it finally has.

praying beside my mum, hearing my dad reciting the quran verses.
my tears just fell. i only have 2 more weeks to pray beside my mum, while my dad leads our daily prayers.
after that, a whole month of being with only my brothers.

when my mum told me that my dad's sister said she'll call less often, i laughed.
my aunt told my mum to avoid talking to her cos when my mum's not here, she'll feel so lost.
at that time, i laughed. but now, i understand that feeling.

2 weeks is all i have. but im so scared. what if, by spending more time with them now, i'll feel more at lost after?
i have never, and i really mean never, been apart from my parents.
although i have spent nights at my aunt's place and at camps, but it has only been 1 night.
i see them before i leave, and i see them again the next day when i come back.

right now, i have mixed feelings. a whole month without parents can be fun.
but will it be? or will i be crying myself to sleep every night?

i really hope i have someone im really close to with me on the 23rd.
im so scared of breaking down. because even when they're outside the room right now, im already breaking down.

Tags: family

Current Mood:

distressed

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06 November 2009 @ 12:23 am

playtime!

today, i was again, the FIRST person to queue to hand in my ed psychology 1 paper, just like ed psych 2.
and the feeling of handing it that essay is like a huge burden off my shoulders.
but

nursyahidah was soooooo forgetful. she happily forgot to print hers out. hahahaha.

so today marks the end of assignments, but the beginning of tests and exams.

10 Nov Maths Test (chapter 4 & 5)
13 Nov Science Test
16 Nov Linguistics Test
16 Nov English Grammar Test
18 Nov Maths Exam

but before i even start to organise my maths notes for chapter 4 and 5, i already started planning activities for the holidays.
and cos my parents flight have been postponed from the 21st to the 23rd, and i have GESL on the 24th and 25th, so i can only start celebrating on the 28th.

stuff

pinkish_delish and i have planned.

- azlin's wedding
- KITTY LAB!!! (with adam)
- ktv
- shopping
- driving
- spa/massage
- manicure/pedicure
- picnic
- movie marathon
- more online shopping (hahaha!)

ok and many many more. whatever that we can think of.
and of cos adam is free to join us. while azlin is happily honeymooning in africa with the wild animals.
(:

Tags: holiday, school

Current Mood:

excited

Current Music: 사랑이 왔나봐 - FT Island

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01 November 2009 @ 11:00 pm

found!

i've finally found the right song since 111009.
(:

(Narration)
Hey Girl, It's hard to explain what I'm feelin' inside
So, Just close your eyes and listen..

I told myself that there were no such things as miracles
Before I knew you, my thoughts were so immature
The thought that I believed that time could take away love
It had no use on us both at all

*One, Can you believe that the two became one?
You came inside of me and I became a different me
Two, its two for one
We are walking towards the same place
To a world called forever

Sometimes I made you struggle
Saying that my heart isnt perfect
Saying that feelings change sometimes
Hoo--I know, the love that you give me
It is all truthful. Im sorry,
I will believe now, the endless love

(* Repeat)

Yesterday, I worked very hard all day
And I just fell asleep
At dawn, I missed you so I opened my eyes
When you found me, I told myself that dreams come true

One, You, who is like an angel is the one and only star
When I am lost, you help me find the way
Two, its two people who have the same heart
When I was in pain, you were also in pain

(* Repeat)

Current Mood:

satisfied

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01 November 2009 @ 07:43 pm

beyond the future

i dont even know if i want to share whatever that's happening with my life here.
because if you're a real friend, i wouldnt need to inform you through my blog.

assignments, presentations and final papers are all around the corner.
i have 3 more weeks to endure. and afterwards, i have 1 month of loneliness.
azlin's getting married and she'll be off for her honeymoon, cynthia's probably off for some trip.
and its weird just hanging out with adam alone. peiyi's going back to hk after her exams.
and jiaqi and mai will be busy with their school.

so im stucked all alone. no parents. no school. no activities to look forward to.
ive already made up my mind long ago that i wont attend sundown festival so i wont change my mind.
its gonna be filled with more noobs then ft's concert so all the more im not attending.
and ss501's concert hasnt been confirmed i think. and its already november.

china trip has been cancelled already. so much for looking forward to that.
so now im hoping my parents will let me travel to korea in may.
at least i'll have something to look forward to after next sem.

maybe, hopefully, people will ask me out during that one month my parents will be away.
but who am i? no one ever asks me out anymore.

Tags: life, school

Current Mood:

indescribable

Current Music: Marry U (Chi ver) - Super Junior M

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20 October 2009 @ 12:37 am

maybe goodbye?

i think im closing down this place soon.
but then again, i nv close down my blogs. i just move.
it shall depend on my mood. maybe i'll move to another place or i'll just do some layout tweaks.
but all that has to wait till im through with semester one.
and that's like in a few more weeks. in exactly a month to be exact.

ok thanks for the reminder that i only have 1 month before i end semester one.
gosh. so many things to do so little time.

someone please teach me how to discipline myself to work work work and then play only after...

Tags: life, school

Current Mood:

listless

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12 October 2009 @ 09:49 pm

goodbye fandom

i think fandom has come to an end for me.
i will still try to update myself on major stuff, but minor details, i will learn not to care.

many things have left me to make that decision.
after close to 3 years of fandom, i think this chapter of my life shall close.
and another chapter shall open.

whatever it is, i have yet to find out.
but along with it, i hope i will meet wonderful people who will stand by me even when that chapter closes.

it has been a wonderful journey.

Current Mood:

indescribable

Current Music: 친구의 고백 (Instrumental) - 2AM

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01 September 2009 @ 02:35 am

happy teachers' day!

this year its a sad teachers' day for me.
i've been celebrating it for the past... 5 years maybe?
but this year, its so lonely despite the fact i see teachers around everyday.

school's pretty alright. i wore heels to school for the first time.
wasnt so bad until i had no seats from outram back home.
might do it again soon. the height difference is like awesome.

cynthia, rozy, azlin, adam and me are wearing pink tomorrow.
so mai, ms pink has many pink friends tmr. haha.
actually its a bet since adam was making fun of my pinkiness. but pink is hot.
if he backs out, dinner's on him. but i doubt he will back out anyway. lol.

i have yet to wear my pink raybans.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

i cannot wait for 11th sept. COMEX baby~
my mum seems to be giving me the green light about netbooks.
and sue (if you're reading this) my nie friend is coming along with us.
cos we're on a netbook hunting spree as well. okie dokie?

happy belated bdae to jiaqi!

f(x)'s debut... somehow. not really looking forward as much anymore.
will wait to see after their mv gets released. mucore on sat. hopefully they do well.
JUNG SISTERS JJANG!

ok im done. my blog entry is very messy.
okbye.

Tags: school, teachers' day

Current Mood:

sleepy

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21 August 2009 @ 10:33 pm

Hari Raya Cookies

My mum is thinking of selling Hari Raya cookies. (for hari raya duh,)

Cookies	Price (per 100 pieces)
Chocolate Chips	$24
Honey Cornflakes	$24
Suji	$17
Bangkit	$17
Tart	$27
Peanut	$12
Cashew Nut	$25
Cappuccino	$24
Semperit (with chocolate chips)	$18

Orders to come in latest 4th September 2009. You know how to get me. XD

Current Mood:

bored

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18 August 2009 @ 11:24 pm

thank you.

thank you to everyone who wished me happy bdae.

thank u:
- mai, siyuan, su, fyze, peiyi, sharon, issac, jannah, sue, wenna, desrie, rool, yonghong and tricia who smsed me. (:
- geral, tabitha, rajes, siyuan, joey, jiaqi, sha, junyi, andre , farah, liyana, izzati, carlene, willeen, edna, amanda, desrie, joy, peiyi, fen, gwyn, imran, hafeez, andee and syidah who posted on my facebook wall.
- edna, fen and the people over at timefor2pm
- kelly and geral from ftisg.
- nydia, charmaine, izzati, kyan, jiaqi, joanne, joo, kimberly, steph and charlene for tweeting back a bdae wish.

and to adam for that yanyan. HAHA!
to geral for that awesome fic! (the first ever fic dedicated to me!)
to sha, iqa and su for having a dinner/bbq/steamboat with me!
to iqa and su for the cake, shawls and TAMAGOCHI (HAHAHA)

and omg just thank u everyone. that's like alot of names mentioned haha.
and if i forgot to list down your name, still a very big thank you!

IM 21! *sings fire*

Tags: birthday, friendship, life, school

Current Mood:

thankful

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07 August 2009 @ 10:25 am

wake me up when september ends.

wake me up when september ends. literally.
so that i wont have to face 1st day of school.
so that i wont experience my 21st.

and many things too, for that matter.

life's seriously to short to keep feeling so down because of how people treat me.
i lost touch with so many people. but i don't really care because i mean nothing to them anyway.

so to people like mai, edna, jiaqi, atiqa and su, thanks for being there for me. somehow.
(:

Tags: friendship

Current Mood:

blank

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28 July 2009 @ 10:39 pm

i dont care

sometimes, you shouldnt give your all to things that arent important in life.
friends arent everything. they come and go. they act like they care, but sometimes they dont.

its ok. i'll be ok.
it happens all the time. i'll be fine.

Current Mood:

disappointed

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22 July 2009 @ 09:51 am

1 year

it's been a year since i started teaching.
23rd july 2008 - 23rd july 2009.

happy 1 year anniversary!

Tags: school, teacher

Current Mood:

calm

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15 July 2009 @ 10:12 am

be my genie.

Mai said is super odd that i didnt a genie cover.
So I went to do one. (and i was late for school the next morning. HAHA)

comments much appreciated.
(and im pretty sure you that my vocal range is pretty much super limited)

genie

bye.

Tags: collabs, genie, snsd

Current Mood:

busy

Current Music: Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) - Amy

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12 July 2009 @ 07:53 am

$$$$$

I just calculated.
ASS owes me over 200 bucks.
plus the money Jolin has been keeping, it adds up to over 300.

I can afford a new netbook with all e money ppl owe me plus e 400 bucks moe gives all their officers every year.
so actually, I can get a netbook for my bdae on my own, without actually forking out more money from the bank.

MANSE!

Current Mood:

amused

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07 July 2009 @ 04:17 pm

grant me my wish.

because geral did up a birthday wishlist, maybe i should too.
MUAHAHA.

01. Pink Netbook

Because pink is awesome and netbooks are cool.
It'll be really good for me when i go back to school cos i wont need to lug around a huge bulky laptop everyday.
I can place it perfectly in my pink espirit bag, or just carry it in my hands. VERY useful.

02. Rollup Keyboard

i've always wanted to learn how to play the keyboard/piano. but then there's problem with having to store it at home.
but geral showed me this. like how awesome is that? pretty please....
(plus its cheaper than netbooks HAHA)

03. Loads of money.

Just give me money (like in an ang pao or smth) and give it to me.
It has to be a fat one of course, or else it'll defeat the whole purpose. HAHA.

04. ASS13

because ass13 deserves to meet up.
never have all 13 met up altogether before. so its my bdae wish to see everyone reunited again.
qweens, sistas, blisters, nydia and jo, and everyone else.
(nyd and jo isnt in the pic hahah)

I'll think of this later. Dont ignore this.
MUAHAHAHA.

Tags: birthday

Current Mood:

hopeful

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